I haven’t been able to paint anything for a long time. I’m going to try to make some time tonight to paint and listen to some worship tunes. :)
- Me: God, I've let You down so much
- God: You can't let me down. You don't hold me up. I hold you up.
Today’s been a really rough day. Considering what’s coming up, I can’t see this week improving too much.
(Breathe in, breathe out.)
Can someone please pray for me? I am so stressed and my heart is aching. Jesus take it all away.
And I don’t have all the answers, and I don’t know all the plans.
I just wanted to tell you that you’re beautiful, I think you’re lovely,
I think I know love that loves the unloving.” —Kaleidoscope - Levi The Poet (via danieleatstacos)
God, thank you for being such a loving Father. I’m in tears as I write this and I have all these mixed emotions going crazy in my heart right now. Even when I feel like I’m at my lowest, You never leave. I’ve been ignoring Your voice for so long. But You’ve been here and I can feel You again. And it is the most amazing and reassuring feeling to feel Your presence when I’m broken. You’re so beautiful. You’re so merciful and powerful and I don’t know why You want me but I’m glad You do. I need someone desperately to NEED me, to want me close and to say “i LOVE you, daughter.” And that’s YOU, Lord!!!! I’m so sorry Papa for looking to other things for affection and thinking that I could even for the slightest bit handle life on my own.WHO WAS I KIDDING?! I can’t wait to see You, God! It will be such a glorious day!